THERAPY was SOMEWHAT 

UNSATISFYING 

I felt like

we

were out of SYNC

he wasn't really getting what

I felt like I was

STRUGGLING 

to CONVEY

I FELT again 

like he was

MAYBE 

trying to 

WORK me

BUT 

it was VAGUE and 

immediately

 

followed up

with the intuition that he's NOT doing THAT 

like at ALL 

AND

a judgement 

that he REALLY ought

AND

a self admonition 

YOU don't 

REALLY understand WHAT therapy does

which is STRANGE 

if you THINK about it 

since you have a psychology degree

YOU 

don't KNOW 

WHAT he OUGHT 

he talked all ABOUT his 

BEACH house

which is on 30A

he's got a BUTTON 

he pushes it

it lowers

the hurricane doors

which is COOL and 

FANCY 

ALSO

I keep getting this BAD feeling 

about his HEALTH 

AND

I sorta think it's a process

& like with PRETTY much EVERYTHING 

it's MORE ABOUT

putting in the 

ENERGY 

& FOCUS 

he's not a magic man who'll "fix" me, ya know 

BUT 

he said SOMETHING 

& I like said my understanding back

to make sure I understood 

BUT 

THEN it STILL 

SEEMED 

like I DIDN'T 

and that was very hard for me

I'm not sure 

WHY