THAT 

is a ROLE MODEL 

&

what an AWESOME thing to do

I saw an interesting talk

a therapist 

who had been a MOONIE

& specializes in CULT

thinking & psychology 

I am ALWAYS surprised 

when people 

who like you

are

the kind of people who 

it bothered me

some of the comments 

& it ties in to SEVERAL things 

I'm EXPLORING 

I'm DEEPLY disturbed 

by my emotions 

towards my

MOM 

AND

she also has that GRIEVANCE thing

in common with the CULT

& EVOLUTIONARILY 

humans are

PREDISPOSED to OTHERing

I GUESS 

I WANT to WRITE something 

& I'm TRYING to 

SEE

HOW the dots 

connect

I'm CONFUSED 

generally

I don't think I've got myself 

SORTED

ALSO 

that picture of me 

was SUPPOSED to be a good picture 

BUT sometimes 

I'm not the best judge

of what 

constitutes

a "good" picture of me

I THOUGHT about it 

MAYBE 

I should explain 

WHY I like it

Ive been seeing pictures from a few years back

and they look younger 

I GUESS 

BUT 

I LIKE the way I look NOW better 

AND

I've been specifically 

NOURISHING

myself for a WHILE now

&

I feel like I'm starting to SEE THAT 

I NEED to get the 

MOVEMENT 

PIECE

BUT 

I am giving SO much resistance to everything 

and my FASCIA 

are at it AGAIN, I guess